I have so much to look forward too.. Well I should, but I’m so emotional ATM!

I’M SO FUCKING FED UP OF EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW.

This is what you get for living in a stupid, small, bigoted town like Burton. I hate it so much. AGDHuabsfhbdshgdshvbsdhvbdsyfgjsdfn

Everytime you enter my life you destroy it. I’m not sure if I can cope with this anymore. But I also know that taking my mind of the issue isn’t going to help me. I will deal with all my problems </3

I need a new piercing maaaan! It’ll have to wait though, cause I want some new skinny jeans!

If I shot myself today, would anyone notice. And more importantly would I die, or just have a mess to clean up?

*beginning. Jeesh I’m special

You know I keep trying to tell myself that all I want is to teach, but honestly I don’t think that’s enough. I still dream of writing, of being published. Which is stupid. I’m aware.

I just wish I had enough time to dedicate to being a book! In fact I think that’ll be my new years resolution - along with stopping swearing! I’m going to dedicate some more time to my writing! Starting with this fan fiction I’m in the middle off! That’d be awesome! I’ll add more chapters to that and then start on the serious stuff!

Whahey

… And had a driving lesson this week!

So it’s been a week of firsts! Brilliant.